Reality Porn Blog: GIANTS BLACK MEAT WHITE TREAT sufficiently to allow me to drive, I started the car and drove to the Registrar's Office. I filled out the paperwork to change Jan's I grade to an A. I had betrayed my own academic integrity, but I really didn't care. It seemed unimportant and insignificant. I had just allowed the woman I loved to leave me. I felt stupid for falling in love with her, but even more stupid for being unable to deal with our inevitable separation.